so last week i gave in and bought a very expensive (or atleast

in my case) pair of leggings from american apparel.

best.impulse.buy.ever.

since the day i brought them home, ive been living in them!

the girl helping me to the dressing room said she bought

a pair and wore them everyday at uni.

now, i can fully understand her.

they are so ridiculously comfortable, i dont think i own

anything else as comfy as these are.

its like, being naked almost.

haha

eventhough you have to treat them like pantyhose,

what with the easy catches and such,

i am definetly going to get more.

these were the next colours i was considering,

but unfortunatley, im not sure that i have many articles

that will match pink.

i figured the navy could replace dark wash jeans and

the charcoal could just be nice?

either way i definetly recommend them.

~

ugh all this back to school shopping and savings shit

is really starting to bother me :(

but every time i get money i wanna go out and buy some

trendy clothing thats expensive.

but latley ive been trying to save the money i get

so that when my birthday comes in september

i can go shopping all at once,

but all these damn savings and deals are so hard to see past.

i wish there were no commercials.

~

i curse all the people who just get money and clothes whenever

they want it. its not fair, iwant clothes whenever

i see something i like :(

lame.

i want money !

~

 to be honest,

i think im getting a little sick of the free time..

i know, thats the most retarded thing to say

but ive been bored and school, i think, will be easy this year

so im kind of excited for it to start.

but then i think of everyone going away,

and how completley different it will be

and then i get stressed thinking about the future, which

then leads me to wonder where adam will go to school, and how

far it may be..i dont like this.

not one bit.

i dont know what to do,

should i worry now and ready myself for possible disaster?

or forget it completley,

and deal with it when it comes ?

ive been favouring the second choice for two reasons:

one, because its way less stressful.

and two, because i still have a whole year with him being fifteen

minutes away, as well as being at the same school.

but every once in a while, im reminded

of that thought and apparantly its not as discreet

as i thought i was making it look.

i cant help it.

i never want him to move far away,

or even hours away for that matter.

these were from a camping trip we went on a few weeks ago,

they make me smile.

he is perfect for me.

liebe, e