Sorry for the delay in not writing in so long, ive been busy.
I had a job, but for some reason they decided i wasnt important enough to keep giving
hours to? What makes it worse is that they havent even fired me.
lame.
but i hated it there anyways, so its a win-lose situation haha
Since im jobless ive been searching, having only worked in retail
i feel switching to serving in restaurants a big change..
and im not quite sure i can do it, but my retail experience was
literally death.
feel free to laugh
my dog riley has gotten much bigger,
and very smart, he knows how to give both paws, jump up,
and hes very good at sitting.
Adam and I have been trying to teach him more interesting
tricks but that requires attentiveness,
which im afraid riley is too preoccupied to have.
ugh, and latley ive been dreading waiting for my uni answers.
as well as adams.
its giving me major anxiety.
first off, i only applied to two universities,
ryerson and ocad. (ontario college of arts and design, for those who dont know)
even though theyre both uni's.
at ryerson, i would take fashion, its supposed to be a really artsy course,
which is perfect for me. because i also feel
i'll get a better paying career from ryerson,
i think thats important.
but at ocad, its all arts. and when comparing the two
i feel like i would enjoy the schooling at ocad more than ryerson
but ocad has no sports teams, no fields, and no housing.
which means no parties for erin.
wth is that?
is that not the ENTIRE point of getting the uni experience?!
and no matter which school i go to im going to be
commuting.
awesome.
now, ryerson has all that, but harder work and
i dont think i would draw as much.
im not sure if i like that.
but adam wants to go to carleton..
a whole other problem.
that's in ottawa.
which is four ish hours away, and costs around 100 bucks there and back.
and since im jobless, and im sure ill be busy with
school work how am i going to afford that?
he was over last night and we talked about it a bit,
and i found out hes going to be gone for not only the most important birthday
of my life (turning 19)
but he wont be here for our two years together..
this is the worst.
but there is absolutley no way im breaking up with him because he lives far.
not even a last resort, id rather wait.
other than that, ive been trying to change
or rather, update
myself.
different makeup techniques: check.
different hairstyle: not.
different clothing style: half check.
my hair is
im not quite sure if there are words.
at the moment its terrible, in the growing out process but i already want to dye it
and cant afford a hair cut so its up to me to change it.
thats risky
im not much of a hair stylist.
i think ive tried just about every flavour of this arizona tea,
fucking delicious, and cheap!
im in loooove.
not much else to say yet,
ill update sooner when some of the hectic problems in my life are resolved.
will also update with sketches of my tattoo soon!
xo, e.