I think I am a little obsessed with Will and Kate
haha I watched their wedding from beginning to end and loved every second of it,
unlike some people.

I got my mom to purchase a People magazine dedicated to their

coming together, hah, its just beautiful.I love that Kate isnt like the usual prissy kind of woman
that seem to be afraid to try things.
It seems to me that she was more like,
a tom-boy or one of the girl jock types.
atta girl

Either way, I think when Will rules he'll be making good decisions
what with thinking they have too many castles and such.
Its nice to know that our future will be solid, even if that means
changing it.

Best couple everrrrrrrr

Im sad that June is over already,
it went by so damn fast.
I bet thats what this entire summer will feel like.

I was debating looking for an art school in Ottawa,
to be closer to adam.
Because, why wouldnt Ottawa have a decent art school right?
i hate only relying on hope

 i like ashley better,

 just this one is me:)
this is also me, not signing up for ocad courses
lalalaaaaaaa

adams 19th birthday was yesterday,

i planned for months and it all turned out exactly like i wanted.

we had an awesome time,

i drew him a collage of pictures of us and things important to our relationship

such as my dog riley, his jeep grand cherokee that gets us everywhere

and ofcourse the date we started dating:)

on a different note though,

tonight at 5 will and kates wedding! say whaaaaat

i am actually very lookng forward to this amazing royal event,

didnt think i would be excited,

until i realized ive never really witnessed any royalty events besides

the re runs of dianas.

so im going to watch it, perhaps not at five in themorning but at some point.

have also decided that i must live my life to the extreme fullest

and so i am going to try everything that i come across

that ive never experienced before.

so far its going quite well.

that includes trying allll different sorts of foods,

different music, things that scare me and so on and so on.

i have also been readingmore.

a lot more

and i love it!

i feel like im not wasting the day if im just reading.

ah yes,

Lauren Conrad's L.A. Candy: could not finish. disaster.

Ellen hopkin's Burned: amazing, yet bittersweet. recommend.

(now re reading Crank)

and finally Susan Wigg's The You I Never Knew: WONDERFUL

didnt think i was a romance person either.

huh.

i still love adam and riley still chews my shoes so everything is good.

that is all,

e

just a quick one,

ive been thinking about ocad alot and i feel it just might be

the right choice for me!

also, today i watched julie/julia

and my verdict?

it was simply lovely, i found meryl streep hilarious

also watched dear john around one in the morning..

not a good idea,

very unnecessarily emotional at the wee hours in the morning

are never helpful and absolutley cannot sleep afterwards

due to being too awake from crying.

haha

i decided to be not so lazy 

so some good books were in order, obbbbbbviously.

i took out L.A. Candy by lauren conrad, only because shes awesome

and burned by ellen hopkins.

who also wrote crank, impulse and glass.

a series of very serious novels written with interesting patterns,

almost like poetry about the not-so-nice things in life.

the funny thing is, even though theyre not happy

i love reading them.

maybe its partly because the lazy in me likes how easy

they are to read.

i can get through three quarters of one book in a day

like a snap.

and i also like how you feel you are really in the mind

of her characters.

not in the way of most books though,

i suppose im really saying to take a chance and try reading them

whoever you are.

sometimes its nice to know that someone elses life is worse than

you think yours is,

not that im saying my life is horrible,

id just rather read that than read about a life i wish i had.

with the mansion and perfect husband and blue eyed children who are perfect;

if you know what i mean.

i have not yet started on lauren conrad's book, but i will not judge

before i read no matter how much it reminds me of being a 14 year old.

erin update: have decided foo fighters are the shit.

also trying to accept the plain jane hair style that seems to be oh so

popular these days.

i guess flat head is "cool".

i just miss having volume!

like my old hair style,

or as some prefer to call it

"mullet"

ugh.

also, adam is awesome

i got that warm homey feeling today when i not only cooked him an entire

pork roast on my own,

but it was accompanied with sweet potatoes and lots of rice.

and ofcourse a cup of tea.

it was like making dinner for my husband,

and he hugged me, kissed my cheek

just like they do in those novels i hate to read but love to hate.

i guess it wasnt a quick one

thats what she said.

e, xo.

Sorry for the delay in not writing in so long, ive been busy.

I had a job, but for some reason they decided i wasnt important enough to keep giving

hours to? What makes it worse is that they havent even fired me.

lame.

but i hated it there anyways, so its a win-lose situation haha

Since im jobless ive been searching, having only worked in retail

i feel switching to serving in restaurants a big change..

and im not quite sure i can do it, but my retail experience was

literally death.

feel free to laugh

my dog riley has gotten much bigger,

and very smart, he knows how to give both paws, jump up,

and hes very good at sitting.

Adam and I have been trying to teach him more interesting

tricks but that requires attentiveness,

which im afraid riley is too preoccupied to have.

ugh, and latley ive been dreading waiting for my uni answers.

as well as adams.

its giving me major anxiety.

first off, i only applied to two universities,

ryerson and ocad. (ontario college of arts and design, for those who dont know)

even though theyre both uni's.

at ryerson, i would take fashion, its supposed to be a really artsy course,

which is perfect for me. because i also feel

i'll get a better paying career from ryerson,

i think thats important.

but at ocad, its all arts. and when comparing the two

i feel like i would enjoy the schooling at ocad more than ryerson

but ocad has no sports teams, no fields, and no housing.

which means no parties for erin.

wth is that?

is that not the ENTIRE point of getting the uni experience?!

and no matter which school i go to im going to be

commuting.

awesome.

now, ryerson has all that, but harder work and

i dont think i would draw as much.

im not sure if i like that.

but adam wants to go to carleton..

a whole other problem.

that's in ottawa.

which is four ish hours away, and costs around 100 bucks there and back.

and since im jobless, and im sure ill be busy with

school work how am i going to afford that?

he was over last night and we talked about it a bit,

and i found out hes going to be gone for not only the most important birthday

of my life (turning 19)

but he wont be here for our two years together..

this is the worst.

but there is absolutley no way im breaking up with him because he lives far.

not even a last resort, id rather wait.

other than that, ive been trying to change

or rather, update

myself.

different makeup techniques: check.

different hairstyle: not.

different clothing style: half check.

my hair is

im not quite sure if there are words.

at the moment its terrible, in the growing out process but i already want to dye it

and cant afford a hair cut so its up to me to change it.

thats risky

im not much of a hair stylist.

i think ive tried just about every flavour of this arizona tea,

fucking delicious, and cheap!

im in loooove.

not much else to say yet,

ill update sooner when some of the hectic problems in my life are resolved.

will also update with sketches of my tattoo soon!

xo, e.

so much has happened latley!

first off, my birthday onthe 24th was good,

very emotional but good. Adam and I ended up going

to wonderland and going on this ride that you get strapped into,

and then after pulling the rip cord, you fly through the air horizontally

 in a harness ! it was terrifying, and i screamed loudly hahah

but im glad i did it.

i also FINALLY got the much needed blackberry that

i had been asking for for a year.

and my mom and i got ourselves a puppy !

hes a schnoodle, and we named him Riley.

he is the cutest thing ever, but latley

hes been getting quite comfortable and has begun chewing

just about everything.

luckily though no shoes have been demolished just yet.

:)

finally i got up the nerves randomly one day to

get my nose pierced, it hurt, but i think

it couldve been worse.

which makes me happy about the tattoo i want

*thumbs up

haha

this is my beautiful boy Riley :)

i loove him.

ohyes! i also dyed the blonde chunks out of my hair,

i kind of miss it, but atleast my bangs wont look

like hay anymore.

its very dark now, almost black looking.

i suppose i love the look of how dark hair looks fresh,

but being a natural blonde, i dont think i will dye my hair this dark again.

~

hm, tomorrow im making my way down to waterloo to finallllllly

see my friends at uni!

stoked on that, and i plan on getting very drunk :)

~

adam and i are still good, hes joining sevens rugby now,

which i am very excited about.

i want to go to his games and cheer for him :)

possibly get a flag? ahah

but besides that were good, everythings alright.

and my co op at fairweathers just boring.

all i do all day is re fold shirts that people are too lazy to

just put back nicely.

from now on, i  will never just leave a shirt on the floor

or a throw clothing back on a shelf in a store again.

its a real piss off just seeing people do that when im standing right infront

of them.

hah, but thats all for nowwwww

love e

a short one:

not much has happened in the past few weeks to be honest.

well, thats a lie, adam and i had our one year :)

september 7th.

it was a very successful day,

we went to the science centre and saw "under the sea"

the imax film among other things.

my birthday's coming up soon as well,

on the 24th. which im excited for because my moms

taking adam and i bungee jumping in ottawa !

i figured if im going to conquer my fear of extreme

heights i may as well leave skydiving for later.

ahaha. ha

~

latley ive just really been missing my friends,

its nice to see the few friends that stayed back as well

but i really just miss talking to them, and im planning

on going to laurier to see them soon :)

very excited.

i want to party with the uni kids.

although, i have had so much more time to work on my art

and im kinda happy about it, even though it

can get quite boring.

im slowly filling up my sketch book,

AND

adam is finally allowing me to draw him for my first

official art project, i have a very intricate idea

and im really hoping itll look as incredible as

im picturing it.

~

i feel i need a change in pace though,

im getting SO sick of my music to the point where i dont

even want to listen to my ipod anymore..

this is terrible.

i just have no itiative to go out and search for new music..

yet ?

the stupid radio party/clubbin music is nice but it all sounds

the same after a while,

i suppose thats where i am right now.

the boring stage

lame.

for once i cant think of anything to ramble on about,

next time i guess.

love, e